Snow Heart Game - Session 1

[bondsofsuffering]

Snowdrops were once a symbol of death
But to grow first of any flower in the winter...

Couldn't their meaning also be...?

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[heavyliesthecrown]

I think we are here because you feel that if we do not crush you, then we cannot be together with Snow properly.

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[bondsofsuffering]

I mean, he's already plannin' to burn away my part of the story.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

What do you mean...? Erase his memories of you, do you mean?

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[bondsofsuffering]

As far as I can tell, yeah. Erase all memory of me, and all the ways my existence impacts his.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

I do not believe that is possible. I also don't think you deserve to be crushed. Because... I cannot help but find you precious, too, Hizumi. Even if it hurts.

[He can no longer separate the fact that he cares for Snow and that his vision self cares for him. Even without 'Tsukasa' in his mind, why can both realities not exist beside one another? That is what he had decided to reach toward.]

Both you and Snow are simply two parts of the same fragment. The same core. I truly believe that. There is no part of you that I would ever wish to discard.

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[bondsofsuffering]

Well, that's unfortunate, 'cause the only way you're gettin' this key is if you kill me for it.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

I will not kill you, Hizumi. I know there is another way.

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[bondsofsuffering]

Good luck findin' it, then.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

[Holding out his hand.]

Come with me. We can go together.

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[bondsofsuffering]

Nah.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

I shalln't leave you behind.

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[bondsofsuffering]

[Shrug.]

That's your choice.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

Is Snow unable to leave the room he is in? Or has he simply locked himself in?

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[bondsofsuffering]

You'll have to get the key and find out for yourself.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

[He takes a seat against the cold wall with the bars behind him.]

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[bondsofsuffering]

[...]

Seriously?

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[heavyliesthecrown]

I love you. I love you, and I cannot abandon you, least of all hurt you. I love you precisely because you are a precious part of Snow and such an important person to "me".

[He shakes his head.]

I will not reaffirm any notion that you did not deserve to live and exist or that you were somehow unworthy of love. I treasure every aspect of "you". If my only option is to stay here with you so that you come to understand, then I will. Casting you away would be casting off a piece of Snow. I will never condone that, even if, in his desperation, he may think he is sparing us by doing this.

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[bondsofsuffering]

...

[Moving to another part of the room to lean against the fencing.]

Is that supposed to make me happy? Bein' cared for as a piece of Snow?

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[heavyliesthecrown]

Perhaps I should have worded it better. Snow is also a piece of you. I love every piece of "you". If one finds a gold coin, they do not proclaim to love one side over the other. The treasure as a whole is what makes it valuable.

Tsukasa [His true name, even if it makes him uneasy to say aloud] very much feels the same way. My feelings for you transcend space and time, it seems! ♪

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[bondsofsuffering]

And who, exactly, is "Tsukasa?"

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[heavyliesthecrown]

[HAHAHA THAT FEELS AWFUL. But it's okay, because Snowzumi is allowed to make him feel this way. He trusts him with his true name. Both of him.]

'Tsukasa' is me! Both "me" and the other "me".

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[bondsofsuffering]

I don't know him.

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[heavyliesthecrown]

[DRAMATIC SIGH.]

I did not expect that you would. To think "I" will have to live with all those memories of our nights together on my own!

[Drama. Over-dramatized for sure.]

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[bondsofsuffering]

Ehhh, did you actually do it, then?

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[heavyliesthecrown]

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That part is unimportant!