bondsofsuffering | Snow Heart Game

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Snow Heart Game - Session 1

Snowdrops were once a symbol of death
But to grow first of any flower in the winter...

Couldn't their meaning also be...?

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You'll have to get the key and find out for yourself.

[He takes a seat against the cold wall with the bars behind him.]

[...]

Seriously?

I love you. I love you, and I cannot abandon you, least of all hurt you. I love you precisely because you are a precious part of Snow and such an important person to "me".

[He shakes his head.]

I will not reaffirm any notion that you did not deserve to live and exist or that you were somehow unworthy of love. I treasure every aspect of "you". If my only option is to stay here with you so that you come to understand, then I will. Casting you away would be casting off a piece of Snow. I will never condone that, even if, in his desperation, he may think he is sparing us by doing this.

...

[Moving to another part of the room to lean against the fencing.]

Is that supposed to make me happy? Bein' cared for as a piece of Snow?

Perhaps I should have worded it better. Snow is also a piece of you. I love every piece of "you". If one finds a gold coin, they do not proclaim to love one side over the other. The treasure as a whole is what makes it valuable.

Tsukasa [His true name, even if it makes him uneasy to say aloud] very much feels the same way. My feelings for you transcend space and time, it seems! ♪

And who, exactly, is "Tsukasa?"

[HAHAHA THAT FEELS AWFUL. But it's okay, because Snowzumi is allowed to make him feel this way. He trusts him with his true name. Both of him.]

'Tsukasa' is me! Both "me" and the other "me".

I don't know him.

[DRAMATIC SIGH.]

I did not expect that you would. To think "I" will have to live with all those memories of our nights together on my own!

[Drama. Over-dramatized for sure.]

Ehhh, did you actually do it, then?

[ . . . . //////////////////////////////////// ]

That part is unimportant!

Damn. Really?

I... I said it is not important!

[Clearing his throat! AHEM AHEM.]

The important part is that it is a little sad to have one-sided memories of someone. But even if you are different or do not recall on your own, my endearment for you has not faded.

But if you think about it, that guy's different from me and Snow too, no?

Maybe the treasure is more like a dice than a coin! The same logic applies!

But unlike the other-me here, I really don't know that guy.

That does not change how I feel now. Even if a love is unrequited, it cannot be considered love if that was enough to squish it to begin with.

I want your help. But I also want to save you, too.

...

And how exactly do you plan on savin' a guy like me?

By not abandoning you, for one. More than anything, I think 'saving' you, looks like love, more than anything else. In the end, you have been starved of hope. Of honest devotion, bravery, strength and belief through a series of painful events.

. . . I understand why it would feel hard to want to keep moving after. Even I... have felt the painful thought that perhaps ending it all would be a cure to devastating hopelessness or pain.

[He breathes out.]

But I don't want that. Not for you.

I want to move forward searching together, without disregarding anything. I want your help, and for you to know that I am filled with the utmost sincerity when I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

[Genuinely and truly]

I may have a few ideas and thoughts in mind on how to help you both more concretely. But even if those do not pan out, that does not mean I would give up.

Please let me help you, Hizumi. And let me help Snow, too.

...

What are those ideas?

. . . My other self has a wish.

[He closes his eyes briefly.]

One that can absolutely come true. Think of it like a genie in a bottle situation.

The one thing he would like to use his wish on is impossible in contrast. He will only be able to accomplish it with his own two hands. But...

[He tilts his head.]

I am quite sure... that if it were for your sake, and that of Snow, he would not hesitate to use it on your behalf. In fact, I know so.

First off, I'm not Snow.

Second off, are ya sure about that?

But you ARE connected to Snow, which means that any decision that involves one likely involves the other.

And I am quite sure.

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