[How can he even respond to that? He knows it's meant to comfort, but he's far beyond as much at this point.
He can understand it all from a logical standpoint. His life was a wreck beyond salvaging. And what Ayumu says is true-- he cares, and quite a lot at that.
It's only natural he'd try to save those who still could. And no amount of care he had for Hizumi could trump the need to help the others.
He can't deal with this anymore. He isn't like Ayumu- with nothing to support him, he simply breaks. He wants out, out of this wretched situation, out of this life.
Would Kanone be saved, he wonders, if the gods just destroyed him the same way they dealt with that Satan? It's a thought born of panicked despair, but he finds himself entertaining it for the moment, desperate for anything but the alternative...
Rather than give any sort of verbal reply, he simply curls in his seat, face buried in his arms as his body shakes with quiet sobs he can no longer hold back.]
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He can understand it all from a logical standpoint. His life was a wreck beyond salvaging. And what Ayumu says is true-- he cares, and quite a lot at that.
It's only natural he'd try to save those who still could. And no amount of care he had for Hizumi could trump the need to help the others.
He can't deal with this anymore. He isn't like Ayumu- with nothing to support him, he simply breaks. He wants out, out of this wretched situation, out of this life.
Would Kanone be saved, he wonders, if the gods just destroyed him the same way they dealt with that Satan? It's a thought born of panicked despair, but he finds himself entertaining it for the moment, desperate for anything but the alternative...
Rather than give any sort of verbal reply, he simply curls in his seat, face buried in his arms as his body shakes with quiet sobs he can no longer hold back.]