['Win'? His brother won.... but he also lost the only person in the world who could understand how he saw the world.
And that self disgust..... was this how his brother felt, when he stopped to think of the casualties of his actions? They were both lucky that an urgency to bring Hizumi home had overridden the lack of care for other people's lives. He'd felt nothing when Yin had reported what she'd seen but an apathetic sense of concern for the ramifications of the enforcers finding out, and joy that he finally had a location to search.]
But... that isn't us. That was....
[He tucks his cheek against the top of Hizumi's head, snuggling close and searching for a word.]
Re: cw: suicide
['Win'? His brother won.... but he also lost the only person in the world who could understand how he saw the world.
And that self disgust..... was this how his brother felt, when he stopped to think of the casualties of his actions? They were both lucky that an urgency to bring Hizumi home had overridden the lack of care for other people's lives. He'd felt nothing when Yin had reported what she'd seen but an apathetic sense of concern for the ramifications of the enforcers finding out, and joy that he finally had a location to search.]
But... that isn't us. That was....
[He tucks his cheek against the top of Hizumi's head, snuggling close and searching for a word.]
A nightmare that could have been, but won't be.
[It won't. They'd made sure of it.]