[And Ayumu takes the offered out with something like a rush of relief.... and the tiniest, tiniest bit of expected disappointment. He meets that nudge for just a small moment before he buries his burning face into the pillow, trying to calm down his heartbeat.
It wasn't.... couldn't be like that. The friendship he had with Hizumi was too precious to him, he couldn't....
He couldn't wreck it by feeling like this. He didn't doubt Hizumi would stay by his side regardless, but that didn't mean he could just...
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It wasn't.... couldn't be like that. The friendship he had with Hizumi was too precious to him, he couldn't....
He couldn't wreck it by feeling like this. He didn't doubt Hizumi would stay by his side regardless, but that didn't mean he could just...
This was such a mess.] Goodnight.