Do you remember when we first met? I never would've yelled at anyone for anything. I never really got mad. I couldn't see a reason to ever hate anyone. I definitely never wanted to kill anyone. I didn't have any memories of fighting. Or dying. Or wishing I had. I didn't have any reason to think I wasn't human. I was different.
They don't know any of that. They wouldn't even begin to understand it. The boat is just some stupid fun thing to them. The memories aren't real. Around them, it's just me that's all — messed up, inside.
Re: day 253
[ hesitates ]
Do you remember when we first met? I never would've yelled at anyone for anything. I never really got mad. I couldn't see a reason to ever hate anyone. I definitely never wanted to kill anyone. I didn't have any memories of fighting. Or dying. Or wishing I had. I didn't have any reason to think I wasn't human. I was different.
They don't know any of that. They wouldn't even begin to understand it. The boat is just some stupid fun thing to them. The memories aren't real. Around them, it's just me that's all — messed up, inside.